Hujan dan Kertas

dear o my undone world!

for i shall prompt mum words

into the darkened eyes of lights

“my hollow is my only disguise”

one that shall prevail over streaming tears

of angels being burdened with fears

“thou art affective being!

on nights where lights that sing

from afar ; there will be no leading

for my only soul that remains

composing a chained rhythm

structured from geologic things that dance,

and mountains that bring mists so dense

these are my hide-and-seek conditions!

and condolences will not be accepted

for i shall live thousands of years

i am the unconquerable!”

 ajie 

juli 22 2009

3:31 AM

i am a superhero
i suck at love
i have no charm behind this charming mask
that's why i am a superhero

i am a machinery human being
i am no more than "the thing"
people call me the saviour
will anybody save me now?

time restrain me from being lonely
bad guys occupy my to-do lists
spend all my time out there never stop

cause i am the superhero
i suck at love
911 is my only contact number
and some friends like spiderman and ironman
yes they're superheroes
police will call their names
but all i know they're singles
cause we are superheroes


 ajie 
July 19, 2009
4:27 PM

smile for me o angel from afar
thus this ticking time will lacerate me apart
for my indisposed hands to reach
and inability to adjudicate that aggravate me to bleed
i'm not ready for this unsteady sentiment

yet destiny delude my only creed
worsen something that has been kept long inside
confusing my only tread
diffusing hope that long i await
rumbling my inner body

this lamentation i made has no clout
for thy unbearable chagrin
may god above hear
for i shall disappear


 ajie 
July 17, 2009
2:50 AM

there will be nights
for wolves to form the choir
for fireflies to dance with the moonlight
but not tonight

there will be nights
sumptuous lights concentrate the lullaby
and confiscated songs will be sung
yet tonight is not the night

thyself shall not be obstinate
for achievement just one small thing
when on far side there's a waiting
obsolete excuses are excruciating
and two paths shall remain

there will be nights
moonlights beam is heavenly dreamed
but not tonight
for tonight, there will be confinements on my sights



 ajie 
July 16, 2009
11:49 PM

let the wind pass
thy yesterday bring uncommon breeze
dance for me o edelweiss
for thou are the only stalwart i have

some girls are screaming down the hall
yet no mystery their voices contain
the same old song, the same old song
for my mind plays a tricky plan

auroras from each polar may be the brightest
for my darkest deepest memory that lies
between norwegian fjords and icicles
and in the end, nothing was true, nothing will remain
for i will only remember my shattered glasses


 ajie
July 16, 2009
1:34AM

detik detak getar getir
irama jantung menari ini bak calon juara atau selir
tegang dipilih tidak dipilih
saat malam datang, barulah tenang

tunggu menunggu ditunggu saling tunggu
hidup ini layaknya angkot saja
supir penumpang saling acung jari telunjuk
angkot datang penumpang naik lagi lagi tunggu menunggu

dan kisah ini tak kalah hebat
strategi shock therapy dan daya pikat
silih berganti hilang timbul ada lagi
adu persepsi dan prediksi
tapi toh jalan lagi jalan lagi

dan kisah ini belum berakhir
mulai belum baru sebentar tidak bisa disebut akhir
butuh kesabaran sedikit pengorbanan
tunggu menunggu saling tunggu salah satunya



ajie 
9 juli 2009
1:13 AM

dia terdiam di bawah temaram suasana
seiring dentang detik melaju
bagiku terasa cepat,
bagi dirinya, detik itu ialah tahun
karena aku tahu
dia disana
menunggu

sedari tadi aku amati
harap-harap cemas
kalut
gundah
di dalam pikirannya
mungkin saat ini ada belasan supernova
puluhan bintang bertabrakan
dan saat semua itu akhirnya hilang
ada satu yang mengganjal
hanya satu, namun bermakna tak hingga
siluet seseorang masih berdiri di dalam pikirannya

cemas
kalut
gundah
seakan terlukis di wajahnya
seakan terbersit tanda tanya,
"tak dapatkah ia melihat?"

 ajie 
30 desember 2008
2:06